Eloquent

First
I'm surrounded by tons of talented people. Many of them are able to express themselves through writing with extreme eloquence and accuracy. Unfortunately, I cant. Obviously, I don't practice as much as they do either. Regardless, everyone has certain skills and disabilities, and as of now, writing is my disability. It's not something I should be worrying about though. Having missed out on both the English 3 Honors and the AP English education, I've lost the technical aspects of English while leaving myself more time to practice music and other things. It's a valid sacrifice, I guess.

Second
I've edited my internal clock. The usual teenagers sleep cycle is from 10pm-2am to 8am-11am. Originally, I slept at around 11-12 and woke up around 9-10. Now I sleep from 2am to 11am. I figure with this method, I have more silence in my life and endless night hours to contemplate and do whatever the fuck I do.

Third
My exposure to philosophy has really affected me. I used to think that philosophy was one of the most pretentious subjects of all time (it still is), but I can't help but rant and discuss topics completely irrelevant to the actual act of living life and communicating to others on a personal level. I guess I'll try to both.

Fourth
I'm sixteen. Sixteen and Seventeen make a huge difference in my opinion. When you're seventeen, you can legally go see R and NC-17 movies without a guardian and the symbolic connotations of turning 17 and not even 18 are severe. The age of 17 seems to hold so much more intelligence than that of a 16 year old, and by affiliating myself with slightly older people I believe that I'm able to keep myself as sensible as possible.

P.S
Last of all, I'm going to update my summer movie list and post the +/-'s of the movies. I'll start tomorrow, when I'm not tired as fuck. I'm past my cycle, so I'll see you later today. (It's 2am, remember?)