Sand?

You seem to be honest, but I can't trust
a word you say
I can't seem to let it go.
To a world you've made
Inside my sandy mind
I'll try and go with you
but I know
we'll never make it out
and still,
I'll ignore my doubts

And even though, I'll fall into the sand
The mirage satisfies my eye
The delusion, is all I need.
It's just my heart I want to feed
as my body dies away