It's not

I've seen people who claim that they have depression even when they have almost everything: Looks, family, friends, girlfriends/boyfriends, social smarts, school smarts, money etc. Even then, they emphasize on the minute details of what is causing their 'suffering'. Emo tendencies, you may say. Others say their depression is actually clinical. Does that mean that mine is too? I often times experience many of the symptoms that many clinically depressed persons should have (and often as well). I would know, cause I have feverishly read about it. Seems like I deal with these shit feelings better than those other people I'm thinking of without medication.

My depression is real and absolute. I'm not sure what magnitude of ownage I would've needed to experience to call it a crisis, so I'm not going to use any terms that could potentially seem exaggerated. In fact, even I should stop bitching and handle my own shit by myself and save other people the trouble. "But that's what friends are for". Maybe? It's pointless. Making exaggerations and pouring out exaggerated feelings is stupid. They're not even real most of the times. They're exaggerated. We just can't handle it and think it holds more signifigance than it actually does. I think some people need to shut up and just deal with their miniscule problems. Expanding on tiny details of 'misery' isn't going to make anyone feel better.

Woo, the weather is here to reflect my feelings! There's the glimmering sun in the distance, and fog everywhere else. I can't reach the light man! Cause I'm emotional! I can only dwell in this fog of dead things!