Next Year

I am afraid of next year. I have to retake the SAT's and take the SATII, maybe take the ACT, do well in Spanish 3 (I'm horrible at language) and apply to colleges. Not only do I have to deal with all this bullshit I escaped from last year, I'm going to have a shortage of friends. Stuart is leaving, and that is essentially -1 out of 4 genuine friends I currently have. Another is turning really, really lame and unreasonably depressing. I'm probably going to be lonely and sad. All my philosophy can't help me now. What the hell do I do now?