Friday, April 24, 2009

Takagi

I've been disliking/hating a lot of people recently. This isn't because I think I am better than them. This is also not because I think that people should be devoid of flaws. Instead, it is because I hate those flaws regardless. They are either petty, or they affect other people in some way, whether it be me or someone else. I'm not sure if I do these things, but... I haven't liked myself recently either. I'm hateful, lack motivation, sit in front of the computer all day (literally), don't practice, don't excel at school, nor am I watching any new movies or reading any new books. I also shy away from people in a disgusting way. I don't know if they see it this way, but when I react to them, I feel sickly in myself. This is not for me.

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